I am looking for people which may have had the same experience to help me as I am stirred again regarding this subject.
I am very aware that many are doing the same things that the Pharisees in the past have done as it pertains to the scriptures specifically as it pertains to the end times. How do I know this because one day while studying the scriptures I asked within myself, not even directly to my Father but I was in the Spirit and the word was so clear to me at that time, “how can people error”? And not expecting an answer, the Spirit responded with the following words and I will never forget it: “Because they love the Letter more than they do the Giver of the Letter. They desire truth – I AM TRUTH!” I have previously never substituted the word “bible”, “scriptures”, or the “word of God” with “Letter”. Anyway please permit me to describe my experiences as briefly as possible:
First Experience – 1994, Woodbridge, VA
Sometime in 1994, I was crying out to Yahweh with such groaning in the spirit over my sin – loathing even the words I would have used to communicate with the Father. To resolve my inability to even utter a filthy word, I prayed using my keyboard with all my heart using the music for my words. While crying and playing I saw in the Spirit (outlines forming a bodily object that was transparent but moving in the air flying towards my forehead with a voice saying, “Judgment.” Immediately following, I felt something literally placed in my forehead which lasted for many days. I still can sense it sometimes when I pray and even recently. NO GLORY TO ME! Frightened (holy reverence) by this experience, I waited for the most High to confirm what had taken place and true to his word He did. One day shortly after this event, I cracked my bible and began reading in Ezekiel about the Writer’s Ink Horn. This is where Yahweh commanded the angel prior to the destruction of the people to put a mark of the heads of those who mourned over the sins of the city. Am I one of the 144,000? Maybe, maybe not, but I know that Yahweh by an angel put a mark on my forehead. I can say without a doubt that he did!!!!
Shortly after the first experience, I went through a time period of testing like I could not even imagine , how long I don’t remember. The demonic influences was so dramatic that it felt like the spiritual tornado was ragging so extremely inside of me that it was attempting to rip my faith in Yahshua from me. The lies and deception that was being inflicted on me was so extreme that the only thing I could hold onto was that I loved Yahshua and was never going to let go. I felt as if my spiritual tree roots were desperately digging deeply within my being to find any water it could, it made the scripture in Ephesians 3:17 “being rooted in Love”, literally come to life for me. Simply, I literally felt like I was going to lose my mind. Shortly after that we moved to Virginia Beach were this seemly spiritual process continued.
Second Experience – 1994-1995, Virginia Beach, VA
Now, I was seriously weary from these attacks and shortly afterwards I fell ill for 5 days where I couldn’t even get out of the bed, I even missed a TD Jakes conference that I really wanted to attend but after my illness (or rest you can say) my trial subsided but I was never to be the same again. I believe that this testing was so that I was prepared for what shortly transpired.
I had a study that I would compose music and study the scriptures in and one day I believe an Angel of the Lord spoke to me and said, “The reality that you have been desiring, He is going to give it to you.” The Spirit has previously expressed on other occasions about giving me the mind of Christ so I think what I am about to say was in the same since a fulfillment of those words also..
One day during my time of quietness before the Lord, the Spirit told me to pray to receive the later rain so I did what I was commanded. Days later, I began to receive a tremendous filling of the Spirit which lasted for days and days. I can only in the natural describe it as being so overwhelmingly filled that if felt as if I was literally gargling the Holy Spirit. It was almost like being drowned or submerged in water but I could still breathe. The Spirit of peace abided on me so much during that time it literally was rippling like the waves of the sea across my body. I called my Dad in Maryland to tell Him of the experience and to discuss this matter and he said that he could actually feel it coming through the phone which still to this day I do not understand; nonetheless, I believed him because it was on me so strongly.
I am not looking for personal glory but am only trying to solidify these event in my mind as I have recently been stirred about them again. We are undoubtedly in the last days and I believe time is more than extremely short. The Father has put his words in my mouth and I cannot do anything but to speak them and the experiences that I have shared with you are facts and the truth. Please respond with any insights you can provide me or you can contact me directly by phone 301-803-9567. – K-Loe